Becheni si hai dil me, khayalo me uljhan hai , khwabon me sama gaya hai koi, har shabd ko gazal bana gaya hai koi, shayad isi liye log kah rahe hain mujhe pyar ho gaya hai.
aisa hi to mahsoos hua tha jab mujhe pahli bar pyar hua tha.
us waqt me 12 th class me tha aur woh mujhse junier thi.
uski muskarahat ko deakh kar me apne sare gam bhool jata tha.
sunday ka din ab aise gujarta tha jainse ki poora hafta gujarna padega.
aur jis din woh school nahi aati thi to aisa lagta tha ki sala ye life hi bekar hai.

To aisa tha mera ek tarfa pahla pyar.

shayad kisi ne such hi kaha hai ki.....
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
KUCH HOSH NAHI RAHTA , KUCH DHYAN NAHI RAHTA .
INSAN MOHABBAT ME INSAN NAHI RAHTA.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
DIL SE UTAR GAYI HAIN DUNIYA KI SURATEN SAB,
AISE CHAD GAYA HAI MERI NAZAR ME KOI.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

ISHQ NE GALIB HAMKO NIKAMMA KAR DIYA,
 VERNA HUM ADMI THE BADE KAAM KE.
par mera man ab uski yaadon se santust nahi tha, me usse baat karna chahta tha, usse apni zindgi ke har lamhe ko share karna chahta tha.
me in  khayalo me khoya tha aur usko maloom bhi nahi tha ki koi use itna bhi chahta hai.

me dar raha tha use apni bhavnao ko batane me shayad ye soch raha tha ki kahi usene mana kar diya to .............................
lekin shayad me ye mahsoos kar raha tha ki woh bhi mujhse kahin na kahin pasand karne lagi thi jo me uski ankhon me mahsoos karta tha.
lekin shayad woh bhi yahi chahti thi ki pahal pahle meri taraf se ho.


Bus Dono  yahi sochte rahe aur use kisi aur se jo prastab mila to woh use thukra na saki.  akhirkar

is soch ke sath....................

apni yadon me samet liya usko jo aaj mere ateet (past) ke roop me mere sath hai.

is baat ko panch saal ho chuke hain lekin isse maine ek sabak zaroor liya hai ki kisi kaam ko karne me der nahi karna chahiye.

shayad ki maine apni feelings ko uske samne is soch ke sath rakh diya hota ki han woh mujhe bhi usi tarah pasand karti hogi jis tarah se me use pasand karta hoon.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
MUJH KO KAHNE DO KI ME AAJ BHI JEE SAKTA HOON,
ISHQ NAKAM SAHI PAR ZINDGI NAKAM NAHI.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
GAM SAH KAR MUSKARAO DUNIYA ME ,
YAHAN BUJDILO KI GUJAR NAHI HOTI,
HANSNA BHI ZAROORI HAI JEENE KE LIYE,
ROKAR ZINDGI BASAR NAHI HOTI.

han to dosto mera ye manna hai ki pyar ke mamle me kabhi bhi deri nahi karna chahiye .

 meri prem kahani ka kya ajeeb ending tha ,.............................
izhare mohabbat kiya tha maine sms se, jo uski shadi ke din tak  pending tha.